I thought I had nothing to write about.

I thought I would write a blog post purely because I felt like it. I have no idea what I want to talk about though so I'm going to make it up as I go along.

Right now, I'm pretty much just sitting here talking to a few friends on Skype. I have a good feeling about this week for some reason, probably because I plan on getting this placement changed to a place that will get me relevant experience since doing an admin job where I hardly even touch a computer is going to get me absolutely no experience in I.T. in any way.

That's not to say that the place is bad; it's not. The people have a good attitude and seem to be good at their jobs. I just don't see the point in doing work that won't get me experience in what I need to get a real job in the field I'm trying to get one in.


Let's see... what else has been happening in my life?


Oh yeah! Stickam replied to me and told me that I got banned because of streaming porn. I don't like that they didn't bother to investigate to see if the claims were true but at least they gave me the reason for why I was banned. I sent them another e-mail asking if there was a way to contest the ban and get my account back which they haven't replied to yet. If I can't get my account back I'll create a new one and let you all know what it is.

I know I asked what site people wanted me to use in the mean time but I haven't actually had time to go live on anything the past few weeks. Hopefully I'll have more time soon but I won't make any promises.


I can't think of anything else to talk about so I'll end here. Have fun everyone and look out for new videos on a few of my channels soon. "How soon?" you ask! Well, you'll have to be patient to find out.

From a Guy to a Girl

I've liked you for a while,
I don't know how to tell you.
Instead I write this note,
A note you may never read.
Even if you do read this,
You probably don't know it's for you.

I can't give you what you say you need,
I can only give you something you don't want.
I try to tell you how I feel,
I never seem to get the courage.
I don't want it to ruin our friendship,
That's one reason why I can't tell you.

I always listen when you talk,
No matter what it's about.
I get nervous when you talk about boys,
I get worried that I'll lose you.
Even though I can't stop you,
I don't want you to be with them.

I want you to be with me.

Stickam

For those of you who don't know, my Stickam account got banned a few days ago.

I have no idea why I was banned and Stickam won't respond to any message I send them. I have read the Terms of Service on the site fully and I haven't violated any of the terms set out. There was no logical reason to why I was banned.

The only thing I can think of that could have caused me being banned was because someone constantly flags me but that's only my speculation.

The main point of this blog post was to mention that I will not be using Stickam until they at least contact me and tell me the reason why I was banned. So if you see anyone on Stickam using the screen name "The Borzoi" or anything similar, it isn't me. If I do get another account or get mine back, I will tweet, make a video or post another blog saying.

EDIT: I have set up a poll on the facebook fan page about which site I should use in the mean time. Please take your time to vote as I enjoyed hosting the live chats and want to keep doing so.

...

I hate you, Darren.

What a coincidence...

I was on Omegle just now and this conversation happened:



Connecting to server...
Looking for someone you can chat with. Hang on.
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
You: hi
Stranger: hello
You: what you up to?
Stranger: watching youtube videos
You: cool
You: you got a favourite YouTuber?
Stranger: not really
Stranger: you?
You: never thought about it really
Stranger: have you heard of theborzoi?
You: yeah
Stranger: what do you think of him?
You: pretty cool, I guess
Stranger: do you think he's attractive?
You: I dunno
You: I'm a straight guy, so...
Stranger: oh
Stranger: I'm not a guy
You: I guessed
You: rarely does a male ask if another male is attractive
Stranger: I live in the same city as theborzoi
You: is he a friend?
Stranger: not really
You: what do you mean?
Stranger: I've never spoken to him
Stranger: I've never even met him
You: have you contacted him about a possible meetup?
Stranger: I don't think he would
You: you never know unless you ask
Stranger: true
Stranger: I'm too scared though
You: why?
You: just ask to meet in a public place
Stranger: that's not what I mean
You: hmm?
Stranger: I kind of have a crush on him
You: oh
You: and you say you live in the same city?
Stranger: yeah
You: what's your YT account?
Stranger: sorry
Stranger: I don't want to tell you
You: why not?
Stranger: you might message him and tell him about me
Stranger: do you have an account?
You: yep
Stranger: do you make videos?
You: I do
Stranger: what's your account?
You: You probably wouldn't believe me if I told you
Stranger: why?
Stranger: are you going to say you're fred or smosh?
You: no
You: I'm definitely not that well known
You: I'm not even on the most subscribed list
Stranger: then why won't I believe you
You: because I'm him
Stranger: who?
You: TheBorzoi
Stranger: that's not funny
You: I told you
Stranger: you think this is a joke don't you?
You: no, I really don't
Stranger: I bet you're one of those people that takes pleasure in teasing other people's emotions
You: I'm not
You: this is weird for me
Stranger: fuck you
You: I never thought I would find someone who watches my videos here let alone someone from Gloucester
Stranger: you deserve to be stabbed
Stranger: it's not nice pretending to be someone you're not
You: I'm not pretending to be anyone
Stranger: fuck off
Your conversational partner has disconnected.


I can't really blame the person for not believing I was me.